Monday, September 18, 2006

something i wrote in 9th block.. maybe when i was in a higher state of consciousness :P

what is the point of our existence?
do we live just to keep living on?
or just to die oneday..
and get inside another life..another death.
Karma..endless cycle of insane reliving.
what are we driving at-- what is God driving at?
it cant be all about a final showdown between good and evil.....and heck who decides what is good and what is bad?

picture this:-

room 254<9th block< mit< manipal< karnataka< india< asia< world< solar system< milky way< universe< multiple universes<...
if we can make a virtual reality system so real that no one can tell it from the real thing then what? Are we inside one? is the Matrix for real?
is human race all about mindless technological breakthroughs and timeless tales of some good shit that someone did someday..
if we are to die someday,what does it matter what we do today?
there just has to be some purpose to life.it impossible to believe that something as elegant and mindblowing as the universe was created just to end in a great big fireworks show.

and i am studying engineering - adding to the number of tech crusaders...who knows maybe the answers to my questions about myself and life are locked in the future.the only key that will open the lock is hidden somewhere somewhen in my life.the sooner i find it the faster i find a meaning to this pointless existence. they say buddha was enlightened, so was ramkrishna...is it just a stylised way of saying that they kicked the bucket? or did they solve the ultimate mystery? we will never know.
as of now all that i can do is do what i am expected to do. score marks.get a job.earn money.lead a fine life............you always have a choice:study what u love.meet people who matter to you.see the planet.then reach for the stars.if something as amazing as the universe is there( as of now for some unknown reason)might as well see as much of it as possible!

2 comments:

Sudhir Pai said...

dude this was a deja vu...have we discussed this in X-254? was it before your DSP when you did achieve your higher state of consciousness?

killjoy said...

could be dude :)
just discovered the text in my old comp.. hehe